Saturday, September 1, 2007

Car Living 101

Guess what folks, I live in my car! Yay for me and the dismal day. I suck at life right now, so what. Living in your car isn't all that bad. Finding a place to shower and stuff is the problem. Never fear though, I got that covered. It's just the knowing that it is going to be a long damn time before I have a place of my own. Ingrid Michaelson said to "Keep Breathing"....did she live in her car in Utah? No. Just ask yourself if you would ever actually live in your car. Would you survive? I do stupid things that lead to this crap. Such is life I suppose. I can deal. You really do discover who your friends are in these type of situations though. Apparently I have none....whatever. I have my self and that is all a girl needs sometimes. You have to get to know yourself right? This is my getting-to-know-Megan phase. Not really but it's a nice thought right?? While I'm rambling, can you ever really know yourself as a person other than who you already are. There is not "finding yourself". You just are who the hell you are and you get over it. We are all messed up and damaged. We seek shelter in one another. Some people don't grasp that though. That is the problem and that is when we feel the pressure to find ourselves. Sad Sad Sad. So, in conclusion-if you have issues....who doesn't?

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