I'm a loser baby....

I've been in Provo for a week. Voluntarily. I came down here last Friday to spend the weekend with my best friend Megan and haven't left yet. I've started doing the dishes and cleaning the house too. We sleep in the living room and just chill when she gets home from work. I've reached a new low of loser. This is for several reasons. First, I just chill here all day waiting for her and Corrine (her roommate and my other bestie) to come home so we can hang out. I could go somewhere I guess. I could even say, "hey, I think I'm just gonna go home and work today." But I don't, I just chill here and occasionally lay out for an hour or two. The second reason I'm such a loser is that I'm voluntarily chilling in Provo. I moved to Salt Lake because I hated Provo so much. I became friends with Megan like a month before I moved and the moving part was already happening. But, I spend every weekend down here now and have now been here for a week. The third reason is that I actually contemplating moving back to Provo. Mind you, this contemplation is in its beginning stages but still. It would be easier if this is where I want to spend all my time anyway. Riding the train sucks. I have to ride it from downtown where I live, all the way to Sandy and then wait for the bus to come and take me to Provo. It takes like, 2 hours. Anyone got any thoughts on how much of a loser I would be if I moved back to Provo for the summer?

The Con

I am obsessed with Tegan and Sara. If you don't know them, get to know them. They are amazing!

Salt Lake

I've lived in Salt Lake for several days now. What have I done with my time spent in the big city you might ask? Well, so far I've watched two seasons of Grey's Anatomy (as if I hadn't watched them enough already), season 6 of Sex and the City and just about every movie in the house. Lame-o. I haven't even gone to Temple Square which is literally less than a block from me. I should be looking for a job but I want a break. Is something wrong with that? I'll be okay I suppose. It's still too cold for me to want to go around downtown. Damn Utah weather. It's ridiculous that it snowed last week. It's the middle of April for crying out loud. Ridiculous. Oh well. I am so much more happy up here. Provo is such a piece of gayness. I hope to never live in Utah County again. Two of my closest friends live up here so it makes it even better. Well, there's the update. I'll blog soon!

Sunday Morning Babble

So. I am moving to Salt Lake City on Friday. This means finally escaping Provo...with all the zoobies and crazy people getting married after one week of dating. I mean there might be a few of those up in Salt Lake but not everywhere you friggin' go like here. It's going to be hard to be away from my friends but it's worth being out of Provo. Talk about a life suck. The people here are just friggin' weird. Anyway, enough about zoobies.

I'm supposed totally be a church right now but I didn't want to walk all the way up to BYU so that the weirdos of my ward could act like they care about how my week went. So, I'm blogging and watching Grey's Anatomy. All I ever do is watch Grey's. It's an addiction I can't fight and don't care to. I love this show!!! I am emotionally involved with each of these characters. I'm way sad that Addison (Kate Walsh) left the show to do Private Practice. I love that show too but I need her on my Grey's. She's mostly my favorite person on the show. Though there are so many that I love. I love Christina and Meredith. I love their friendship too. Most of the time I like Izzie but sometimes she bothers me. I do hate George and Alex though. Sadly it was Meredith that broke George. And of course I am utterly infatuated with McDreamy and McSteamy. There just aren't words.

So, I now wish to dwell for a moment on how much I just totally wanna be a rock star. Now that I'm going to school for music, I just keep seeing myself actually fulfilling my dream of having a band and rocking people's faces off. I watch Hayley Williams and I just know that that is where I belong. I write all these friggin' songs and I just can't see anyone else singing them but me. That would be like being naked in front of the crowd. At least if I'm singing it, I can better control how I feel. I don't know that for sure but whatever. Is this whole thing totally silly? Maybe.

This is for you, Kristen

This is so funny! I love these commercials.

Awake.

I freaking do not like insomnia. It's messing everything up. Well mostly just my sleep but still. One of my friends said I should try sleeping pills. Wouldn't that be lovely? Ha ha...I think I would be baked out on those way too much. Or, I'd die like Heath Ledger from an accidental OD. Anyway, if anyone has an ideas for remedies of insomnia holla 'atcha girl!

It's like an orgasm for your eyes.

Let's just take a few moments to discuss two men that have been running through my mind lately. They are both so darn hot your teeth could melt but I can't help but think that there is more to them than just being damn sexy. These men are intelligent and talented...two very important qualities in my book. Let's start with Jared Leto. What a yummy slice of hotness. Not only is he in some of my favorite movies of all time but he's the lead singer of one of my favorite bands of all time, 30 Seconds to Mars. Please rent a Jared movie and listen to some 30 Seconds to Mars. This man cannot be missed plus, he's one of the only guys I know that can pull off eyeliner. Next we have James McAvoy. Wow. He's Scottish, which alone is enough for me. James is in about ten movies right now so check one out at least. Atonement is my favorite! Now that I look at these two men there on the page together, I realize that I must have a thing for dark hair and blue eyes. S.E.X.Y. Anyway....please drool over these/enjoy. I know I will.