Salt Lake

I've lived in Salt Lake for several days now. What have I done with my time spent in the big city you might ask? Well, so far I've watched two seasons of Grey's Anatomy (as if I hadn't watched them enough already), season 6 of Sex and the City and just about every movie in the house. Lame-o. I haven't even gone to Temple Square which is literally less than a block from me. I should be looking for a job but I want a break. Is something wrong with that? I'll be okay I suppose. It's still too cold for me to want to go around downtown. Damn Utah weather. It's ridiculous that it snowed last week. It's the middle of April for crying out loud. Ridiculous. Oh well. I am so much more happy up here. Provo is such a piece of gayness. I hope to never live in Utah County again. Two of my closest friends live up here so it makes it even better. Well, there's the update. I'll blog soon!

Sunday Morning Babble

So. I am moving to Salt Lake City on Friday. This means finally escaping Provo...with all the zoobies and crazy people getting married after one week of dating. I mean there might be a few of those up in Salt Lake but not everywhere you friggin' go like here. It's going to be hard to be away from my friends but it's worth being out of Provo. Talk about a life suck. The people here are just friggin' weird. Anyway, enough about zoobies.

I'm supposed totally be a church right now but I didn't want to walk all the way up to BYU so that the weirdos of my ward could act like they care about how my week went. So, I'm blogging and watching Grey's Anatomy. All I ever do is watch Grey's. It's an addiction I can't fight and don't care to. I love this show!!! I am emotionally involved with each of these characters. I'm way sad that Addison (Kate Walsh) left the show to do Private Practice. I love that show too but I need her on my Grey's. She's mostly my favorite person on the show. Though there are so many that I love. I love Christina and Meredith. I love their friendship too. Most of the time I like Izzie but sometimes she bothers me. I do hate George and Alex though. Sadly it was Meredith that broke George. And of course I am utterly infatuated with McDreamy and McSteamy. There just aren't words.

So, I now wish to dwell for a moment on how much I just totally wanna be a rock star. Now that I'm going to school for music, I just keep seeing myself actually fulfilling my dream of having a band and rocking people's faces off. I watch Hayley Williams and I just know that that is where I belong. I write all these friggin' songs and I just can't see anyone else singing them but me. That would be like being naked in front of the crowd. At least if I'm singing it, I can better control how I feel. I don't know that for sure but whatever. Is this whole thing totally silly? Maybe.

This is for you, Kristen

This is so funny! I love these commercials.

Awake.

I freaking do not like insomnia. It's messing everything up. Well mostly just my sleep but still. One of my friends said I should try sleeping pills. Wouldn't that be lovely? Ha ha...I think I would be baked out on those way too much. Or, I'd die like Heath Ledger from an accidental OD. Anyway, if anyone has an ideas for remedies of insomnia holla 'atcha girl!

It's like an orgasm for your eyes.

Let's just take a few moments to discuss two men that have been running through my mind lately. They are both so darn hot your teeth could melt but I can't help but think that there is more to them than just being damn sexy. These men are intelligent and talented...two very important qualities in my book. Let's start with Jared Leto. What a yummy slice of hotness. Not only is he in some of my favorite movies of all time but he's the lead singer of one of my favorite bands of all time, 30 Seconds to Mars. Please rent a Jared movie and listen to some 30 Seconds to Mars. This man cannot be missed plus, he's one of the only guys I know that can pull off eyeliner. Next we have James McAvoy. Wow. He's Scottish, which alone is enough for me. James is in about ten movies right now so check one out at least. Atonement is my favorite! Now that I look at these two men there on the page together, I realize that I must have a thing for dark hair and blue eyes. S.E.X.Y. Anyway....please drool over these/enjoy. I know I will.

Megan has a strange brain.

So, I spent all of last night thinking in third person. Megan walks down the street. Megan has issues. Megan doesn't really like this weather. On and on. I did this for about an hour and then got distracted. But isn't that totally weird? I thought about writing a song like that but it would be gay. Or maybe not. Megan isn't sure. Megan has a sundburn. Megan's skin is therefore peeling. Megan thinks this is disgusting. Funny funny. I don't know why I think the way I do but I just do. Like last night I was thinking about Meredith Grey as I walked. I had watched an episode from season 4 that day so I was thinking about some of the stuff she had said. She was telling her half-sister about the fact that she has "obvious daddy issues". This meaning that since her father wasn't around in her life, she you know, sleeps around and has trust and commitment issues. The sleeping around isn't really that big an issue but the trusting and commitment thing stood out to me. Megan has that problem in her life. My father was around but not there. He was totally emotionally absent. So, am I very similar to Meredith with the daddy issues or not? Megan doesn't know. Megan wants to know. Megan just realized that she went off on a random tangent for a long time there. Megan is sorry. Maybe I think in 3rd person because I live in my own little fantasy world. I come up with weird daydream type stuff all the time. I imagine what I would say if I was being interviewed and I guess I've started to think like that. Megan is a freak. Maybe someday all that will come true and someone will interview me all the time. Then all this 3rd person thinking will pay off and be worth something. I wish I could make up my silly mind about what to be when I "grow up". Do people ever even grow up anyway? It doesn't seem like it. I would love to be a doctor. But, I may be too artsy for that. I love writing. I have a notebook full of songs. And, I just wrote page 100 of my story/novel thing. I sort of want to make it into a screenplay. It would need serious work but Megan has nothing better to do. So, the question goes to my readers.....what should I be? What would best suit me based on what you know about my personality?

....and I'm back in the game!

So, sorry about the hiatus friends. Thanks to my good friend Kristen, I was reminded that I needed to blog again. Oh how I have missed it! So, I have recently decided to retreat from this zoobie-laden town and am moving to Salt Lake. Yay for that or whatever. After snowboarding all day, my brain is a little rattled but I think if I ramble a little longer, something witty and interesting will make it onto this post. I think I'm going to start a T-Shirt company. Add that one to the long list of careers I may choose one day. I just can't decide what I should do in life. There are too many cool ways to make money nowadays. But back to the t-shirt thing, I am always thinking of random, witty things that I would love to like, wear on my chest. If anyone reading this thinks this idea isn't totally dumb, please speak now. Kristen? Anyway, spring is totally here. I actually could care less about spring though. It's summer that I'm interested in! I effing love summer! The sun is like a drug to me and I am addicted. I do become a black person every summer so there's your evidence. I'll probably going to get skin cancer someday but at least I'll have a sweet tan for my funeral. I'm just kidding...well sort of. Well, this spring isn't going to be so bad. My snarky roommate (we'll call her Snarah) moved out and my self esteem is at an all time high. Don't get too excited, this is a really low scale we're working with but yeah. So, things have been looking up. Well, maybe I'll post something better later tonight, waiting for wit isn't easy.