Mae

So, I've recently become obsessed and I mean obsessed with Mae. If you haven't discovered them please do now even though you tube is stupid and would only give me two of their videos to put up...enjoy!

High School Musical 3!!! AHHH!!

Holy Crap! I'm so addicted to High School! I can't wait for it!!

Target

If only moving into a new place and decorating it were this cool and fun.

WOO HOO!!!!!

It's my birthday!! Hells yeah! I'm 22!

Boredom can turn ugly...

Has anyone else noticed that looking for a job in Utah County is a horrifying nightmare from Satan? Well, I have. Why do places even say they are hiring?! I am more than qualified for all the jobs I've been applying for and yet no word still. Ridiculous. Someday I'll actually get a job. Then I can freaking go shopping.

Also, I've recently discovered "Lipstick Jungle" on NBC. The 1st season just ended but you can totally watch the whole thing on nbc.com. I highly recommend this show! It's witty, sexy, dramatic and juicy! And it's written by Candice Bushnell who wrote Sex and the City. Clearly this lady is a genius! I love this too because it's about powerful women and fashion. Those are two things I need in my life. So, thank you Corrine for making me obsessed with yet another show.

Here's some exciting news: I joined the gym! Gold's Gym to be exact. Corrine and I went in there to check it out because she got a free workout somehow and as they took us around the gym I sort of liked it. Then, they showed us the treadmill area. These weren't just any treadmills...these were amazing, super awesome treadmills. These have TV with Comcast channels and I Pod hookups. I was sold...to say the least! The thought of watching the E! Channel while running on that treadmill made me giggle with excitement! And last night I did just that. I got to run for 2o minutes on a 4.5 incline at 5 mph while soaking up E! News! Whoever thought of this is a wonderful person and I want to kiss them.

Speaking of the E! Channel, if you haven't watched Chelsea Lately...you must! Chelsea Handler is freaking so hilarious! Every time she is on that screen, I can be found rolling on the floor laughing. She's honest, raunchy and in your face! But not in a Sarah Silverman way. They are so often compared but they are nothing alike. Chelsea is much funnier. This show is great! Watch it!

Um...this concludes this random blog post that serves no purpose whatsoever...thank you.

Neutral

I did something dumb. I got sucked into the middle of my two best friend's drama. Now I feel like I have to choose. Well, I think I already chose though. But I didn't want to. I didn't mean to. But I did. What do I do now? They are both so ridiculously important to me. I love them both so much. However, they have grown to hate each other and I'm made to listen to what they say about the other one. All under the same roof. The fact that we live together doesn't make it worse at least. I just feel sick about the whole thing. One of them is on vacation and the other is here with me. I feel as though I've chosen her though I wanted to remain neutral. The fact that one is gone makes it even harder. She doesn't know what I've done yet. In true Megan fashion, I've written her a long letter, telling her that I feel like I've betrayed her fragile trust and that I want a second chance. Will she ever read it? Is it possible to remain a neutral party in this situation? Someone please give me some feedback.

For the love of Buddha and Ghandhi

Hey everyone! Please, for the love of Buddha and Ghandhi, check out The White Stripes if you haven't already in your life. They are almost too cool for words. There are 4 of their videos right there on my page! You know you want to listen to them. They are amazing!

I'm a loser baby....

I've been in Provo for a week. Voluntarily. I came down here last Friday to spend the weekend with my best friend Megan and haven't left yet. I've started doing the dishes and cleaning the house too. We sleep in the living room and just chill when she gets home from work. I've reached a new low of loser. This is for several reasons. First, I just chill here all day waiting for her and Corrine (her roommate and my other bestie) to come home so we can hang out. I could go somewhere I guess. I could even say, "hey, I think I'm just gonna go home and work today." But I don't, I just chill here and occasionally lay out for an hour or two. The second reason I'm such a loser is that I'm voluntarily chilling in Provo. I moved to Salt Lake because I hated Provo so much. I became friends with Megan like a month before I moved and the moving part was already happening. But, I spend every weekend down here now and have now been here for a week. The third reason is that I actually contemplating moving back to Provo. Mind you, this contemplation is in its beginning stages but still. It would be easier if this is where I want to spend all my time anyway. Riding the train sucks. I have to ride it from downtown where I live, all the way to Sandy and then wait for the bus to come and take me to Provo. It takes like, 2 hours. Anyone got any thoughts on how much of a loser I would be if I moved back to Provo for the summer?

The Con

I am obsessed with Tegan and Sara. If you don't know them, get to know them. They are amazing!

Salt Lake

I've lived in Salt Lake for several days now. What have I done with my time spent in the big city you might ask? Well, so far I've watched two seasons of Grey's Anatomy (as if I hadn't watched them enough already), season 6 of Sex and the City and just about every movie in the house. Lame-o. I haven't even gone to Temple Square which is literally less than a block from me. I should be looking for a job but I want a break. Is something wrong with that? I'll be okay I suppose. It's still too cold for me to want to go around downtown. Damn Utah weather. It's ridiculous that it snowed last week. It's the middle of April for crying out loud. Ridiculous. Oh well. I am so much more happy up here. Provo is such a piece of gayness. I hope to never live in Utah County again. Two of my closest friends live up here so it makes it even better. Well, there's the update. I'll blog soon!

Sunday Morning Babble

So. I am moving to Salt Lake City on Friday. This means finally escaping Provo...with all the zoobies and crazy people getting married after one week of dating. I mean there might be a few of those up in Salt Lake but not everywhere you friggin' go like here. It's going to be hard to be away from my friends but it's worth being out of Provo. Talk about a life suck. The people here are just friggin' weird. Anyway, enough about zoobies.

I'm supposed totally be a church right now but I didn't want to walk all the way up to BYU so that the weirdos of my ward could act like they care about how my week went. So, I'm blogging and watching Grey's Anatomy. All I ever do is watch Grey's. It's an addiction I can't fight and don't care to. I love this show!!! I am emotionally involved with each of these characters. I'm way sad that Addison (Kate Walsh) left the show to do Private Practice. I love that show too but I need her on my Grey's. She's mostly my favorite person on the show. Though there are so many that I love. I love Christina and Meredith. I love their friendship too. Most of the time I like Izzie but sometimes she bothers me. I do hate George and Alex though. Sadly it was Meredith that broke George. And of course I am utterly infatuated with McDreamy and McSteamy. There just aren't words.

So, I now wish to dwell for a moment on how much I just totally wanna be a rock star. Now that I'm going to school for music, I just keep seeing myself actually fulfilling my dream of having a band and rocking people's faces off. I watch Hayley Williams and I just know that that is where I belong. I write all these friggin' songs and I just can't see anyone else singing them but me. That would be like being naked in front of the crowd. At least if I'm singing it, I can better control how I feel. I don't know that for sure but whatever. Is this whole thing totally silly? Maybe.

This is for you, Kristen

This is so funny! I love these commercials.

Awake.

I freaking do not like insomnia. It's messing everything up. Well mostly just my sleep but still. One of my friends said I should try sleeping pills. Wouldn't that be lovely? Ha ha...I think I would be baked out on those way too much. Or, I'd die like Heath Ledger from an accidental OD. Anyway, if anyone has an ideas for remedies of insomnia holla 'atcha girl!

It's like an orgasm for your eyes.

Let's just take a few moments to discuss two men that have been running through my mind lately. They are both so darn hot your teeth could melt but I can't help but think that there is more to them than just being damn sexy. These men are intelligent and talented...two very important qualities in my book. Let's start with Jared Leto. What a yummy slice of hotness. Not only is he in some of my favorite movies of all time but he's the lead singer of one of my favorite bands of all time, 30 Seconds to Mars. Please rent a Jared movie and listen to some 30 Seconds to Mars. This man cannot be missed plus, he's one of the only guys I know that can pull off eyeliner. Next we have James McAvoy. Wow. He's Scottish, which alone is enough for me. James is in about ten movies right now so check one out at least. Atonement is my favorite! Now that I look at these two men there on the page together, I realize that I must have a thing for dark hair and blue eyes. S.E.X.Y. Anyway....please drool over these/enjoy. I know I will.

Megan has a strange brain.

So, I spent all of last night thinking in third person. Megan walks down the street. Megan has issues. Megan doesn't really like this weather. On and on. I did this for about an hour and then got distracted. But isn't that totally weird? I thought about writing a song like that but it would be gay. Or maybe not. Megan isn't sure. Megan has a sundburn. Megan's skin is therefore peeling. Megan thinks this is disgusting. Funny funny. I don't know why I think the way I do but I just do. Like last night I was thinking about Meredith Grey as I walked. I had watched an episode from season 4 that day so I was thinking about some of the stuff she had said. She was telling her half-sister about the fact that she has "obvious daddy issues". This meaning that since her father wasn't around in her life, she you know, sleeps around and has trust and commitment issues. The sleeping around isn't really that big an issue but the trusting and commitment thing stood out to me. Megan has that problem in her life. My father was around but not there. He was totally emotionally absent. So, am I very similar to Meredith with the daddy issues or not? Megan doesn't know. Megan wants to know. Megan just realized that she went off on a random tangent for a long time there. Megan is sorry. Maybe I think in 3rd person because I live in my own little fantasy world. I come up with weird daydream type stuff all the time. I imagine what I would say if I was being interviewed and I guess I've started to think like that. Megan is a freak. Maybe someday all that will come true and someone will interview me all the time. Then all this 3rd person thinking will pay off and be worth something. I wish I could make up my silly mind about what to be when I "grow up". Do people ever even grow up anyway? It doesn't seem like it. I would love to be a doctor. But, I may be too artsy for that. I love writing. I have a notebook full of songs. And, I just wrote page 100 of my story/novel thing. I sort of want to make it into a screenplay. It would need serious work but Megan has nothing better to do. So, the question goes to my readers.....what should I be? What would best suit me based on what you know about my personality?

....and I'm back in the game!

So, sorry about the hiatus friends. Thanks to my good friend Kristen, I was reminded that I needed to blog again. Oh how I have missed it! So, I have recently decided to retreat from this zoobie-laden town and am moving to Salt Lake. Yay for that or whatever. After snowboarding all day, my brain is a little rattled but I think if I ramble a little longer, something witty and interesting will make it onto this post. I think I'm going to start a T-Shirt company. Add that one to the long list of careers I may choose one day. I just can't decide what I should do in life. There are too many cool ways to make money nowadays. But back to the t-shirt thing, I am always thinking of random, witty things that I would love to like, wear on my chest. If anyone reading this thinks this idea isn't totally dumb, please speak now. Kristen? Anyway, spring is totally here. I actually could care less about spring though. It's summer that I'm interested in! I effing love summer! The sun is like a drug to me and I am addicted. I do become a black person every summer so there's your evidence. I'll probably going to get skin cancer someday but at least I'll have a sweet tan for my funeral. I'm just kidding...well sort of. Well, this spring isn't going to be so bad. My snarky roommate (we'll call her Snarah) moved out and my self esteem is at an all time high. Don't get too excited, this is a really low scale we're working with but yeah. So, things have been looking up. Well, maybe I'll post something better later tonight, waiting for wit isn't easy.

Hallmark Commercial

This is just so cute and funny. I bet my parent's met that way. Gross.

The Truth Hurts, Boys...

Yes! This one cracks me up every time!

Yay!

I got a new job!!! Yay for me!

Money will soon be rolling in! If you live near Provo or in it, come and see me!

Enchanted

What is not to love about a movie with James Marsden and the delicious Patrick Dempsey?? This movie is pretty corny but I laughed so much through it that my mouth hurt. It's in the dollar theatre so go see it...trust me!