It's like an orgasm for your eyes.

Let's just take a few moments to discuss two men that have been running through my mind lately. They are both so darn hot your teeth could melt but I can't help but think that there is more to them than just being damn sexy. These men are intelligent and talented...two very important qualities in my book. Let's start with Jared Leto. What a yummy slice of hotness. Not only is he in some of my favorite movies of all time but he's the lead singer of one of my favorite bands of all time, 30 Seconds to Mars. Please rent a Jared movie and listen to some 30 Seconds to Mars. This man cannot be missed plus, he's one of the only guys I know that can pull off eyeliner. Next we have James McAvoy. Wow. He's Scottish, which alone is enough for me. James is in about ten movies right now so check one out at least. Atonement is my favorite! Now that I look at these two men there on the page together, I realize that I must have a thing for dark hair and blue eyes. S.E.X.Y. Anyway....please drool over these/enjoy. I know I will.

Megan has a strange brain.

So, I spent all of last night thinking in third person. Megan walks down the street. Megan has issues. Megan doesn't really like this weather. On and on. I did this for about an hour and then got distracted. But isn't that totally weird? I thought about writing a song like that but it would be gay. Or maybe not. Megan isn't sure. Megan has a sundburn. Megan's skin is therefore peeling. Megan thinks this is disgusting. Funny funny. I don't know why I think the way I do but I just do. Like last night I was thinking about Meredith Grey as I walked. I had watched an episode from season 4 that day so I was thinking about some of the stuff she had said. She was telling her half-sister about the fact that she has "obvious daddy issues". This meaning that since her father wasn't around in her life, she you know, sleeps around and has trust and commitment issues. The sleeping around isn't really that big an issue but the trusting and commitment thing stood out to me. Megan has that problem in her life. My father was around but not there. He was totally emotionally absent. So, am I very similar to Meredith with the daddy issues or not? Megan doesn't know. Megan wants to know. Megan just realized that she went off on a random tangent for a long time there. Megan is sorry. Maybe I think in 3rd person because I live in my own little fantasy world. I come up with weird daydream type stuff all the time. I imagine what I would say if I was being interviewed and I guess I've started to think like that. Megan is a freak. Maybe someday all that will come true and someone will interview me all the time. Then all this 3rd person thinking will pay off and be worth something. I wish I could make up my silly mind about what to be when I "grow up". Do people ever even grow up anyway? It doesn't seem like it. I would love to be a doctor. But, I may be too artsy for that. I love writing. I have a notebook full of songs. And, I just wrote page 100 of my story/novel thing. I sort of want to make it into a screenplay. It would need serious work but Megan has nothing better to do. So, the question goes to my readers.....what should I be? What would best suit me based on what you know about my personality?

....and I'm back in the game!

So, sorry about the hiatus friends. Thanks to my good friend Kristen, I was reminded that I needed to blog again. Oh how I have missed it! So, I have recently decided to retreat from this zoobie-laden town and am moving to Salt Lake. Yay for that or whatever. After snowboarding all day, my brain is a little rattled but I think if I ramble a little longer, something witty and interesting will make it onto this post. I think I'm going to start a T-Shirt company. Add that one to the long list of careers I may choose one day. I just can't decide what I should do in life. There are too many cool ways to make money nowadays. But back to the t-shirt thing, I am always thinking of random, witty things that I would love to like, wear on my chest. If anyone reading this thinks this idea isn't totally dumb, please speak now. Kristen? Anyway, spring is totally here. I actually could care less about spring though. It's summer that I'm interested in! I effing love summer! The sun is like a drug to me and I am addicted. I do become a black person every summer so there's your evidence. I'll probably going to get skin cancer someday but at least I'll have a sweet tan for my funeral. I'm just kidding...well sort of. Well, this spring isn't going to be so bad. My snarky roommate (we'll call her Snarah) moved out and my self esteem is at an all time high. Don't get too excited, this is a really low scale we're working with but yeah. So, things have been looking up. Well, maybe I'll post something better later tonight, waiting for wit isn't easy.